Paging Through Broadway While the Stages Are Dark

Paging Through Broadway While the Stages Are Dark

Paging By means of Broadway Whereas the Levels Are Darkish

In my assortment I noticed Playbills for reveals I solely vaguely remembered and ones I didn’t recall in any respect. I checked out each and the sensation was one thing like heartbreak, a tiny dose of grief. I don’t even have packages for each present I’ve seen; some I’ve misplaced, some I failed to choose up and a few, to my dismay, had been digital.

Years in the past the Occasions critic Walter Kerr wrote about his not maintaining Playbills, contemplating the psychology of the collector, saying it “isn’t a matter of wallowing in nostalgia”; it’s at all times about on the lookout for the following addition to the gathering. I’ve to disagree. When my associates counsel placing my packages in binders or frames or reworking them into stylish Instagrammable décor, I resist, as a result of I’m not the collector Kerr imagined. I do wallow — or I’d say, extra precisely, bask — in my reminiscences, and I don’t need these previous performances to be displayed like trophies; I need to contact them, as if I might take these moments themselves into my palms. It’s my little act of witchcraft: I thumb via the pages and immediately it’s resurrected — my feeling at 18, sitting with my aunt within the Richard Rodgers Theater watching “Within the Heights.”

I do know it could sound foolish to be so connected to a little bit promotional booklet — or, in some instances, a single unadorned piece of folded card inventory or sheet of printer paper — and picture it represents mourning when there are a lot of different issues to mourn in the intervening time. And by now I do know I’m stalling, am nonetheless looking at piles of Playbills on the mattress as a substitute of packing plates and mugs. It happens to me that proper now, if it had been a standard Sunday a 12 months in the past, I’d be leaving for a Sunday matinee.

One of many greatest challenges of being a critic is accounting for the artwork being made within the current but additionally recalling the previous. We bear witness to artwork, writing about it so folks know it’s there, that it’s taking place, that it occurred. However as I’ve already mentioned, reminiscence is flawed, and so are we. We’re at all times within the strategy of forgetting some element or one other: final Wednesday’s breakfast, the telephone variety of a childhood house, the opening variety of a musical from 2013, the colour of a gown an actress wore onstage simply final 12 months. They go one after the other.

So, I pack up my Playbills for the productions I recall and those I don’t. When theater returns, I’ll accumulate extra to shelve with the others and look via them once I’m feeling nostalgic. And I’ll know that although I could not keep in mind the particulars of each single efficiency or set, there’s nonetheless one thing treasured within the data that for one particular second in time, one thing particular occurred, I noticed it, I used to be there.

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